"The feeling begins Very tender, very loving... Then the pain starts.
Claws slip underneath the skin and tear their way up...
just before they reach my eyes,they dig in.
And I remember.
First I fasted for three months;
I even whipped myself before I went to sleep.
At first it worked...
Then the pain came back
And the voices.
They call me by name.
Who is it? Who are you? Why are you following me?"
The last temptation of Christ